1984

Lol I definitely have some sexual feelings about Stannis Baratheon,Ruse Bolton,and alot of them for Tywin Lannister. Like oh my god,why???

Does every person have the epiphany about this “life” thing?like ever?I had mine like half a year ago,when I turned 19.I get it,I understand how society thinks I should live like,and how I will not live like they want me to.But it feels like so many of people around me just do what they are expected/told to do and don’t even question the point of their actions,but still defend them.

I really need a cigarette right now.I keep reminding myself that its not healthy,but I’m craving it so much.Probably because I’m quite stressed and confused about many,many things.

Btw,I just finished watching My Mad Fat Diary (I know I’m late,but its better late than never in this case) and it was Amazing)) I kept seeing people on my dash raving about it and I decided to give it a shot.And it turned out great.Its literally the story of my life when I was 13-15, so a bit younger,skinnier and mentally healthier lol And the music is so amazing too,thanks to this show I now know of Stone roses and Suede:)))

Wow,my english teacher in my uni keeps saying that taking care of the family is more natural for women,and that women shouldn’t care about money and jobs.And keeps asking the Muslim girl if she agrees with her views.Whatever.